Scwred up and need advice

[CPCajun]

I just messed up big time.

I was going thru my router logs, as I usually do, to check for attacks to my network. I say some from MySpace, which should be blocked. I also saw a huge amout of traffic from some greeting card sites. I texted my wife(something else I am learning to do as a 180) to see if she been on it. She got mad and said I was controlling and monitoring everything she does. She is glad she is filing for divorce. I tried to tell her I wasn't doing that. If she feel I am controling, I would disable everything.

I am so frustrated with myself now.