I made so many mistakes in the beginning of this mess and I think it set me back maybe too far. I think I'm paying for my mistakes, now. Mistakes I made in the M and mistakes I made when the bomb dropped. No one to blame but myself.
I still have a glimmer of hope. I often times think it would be better not to. If she would leave or file or whatever, my path of what to do seem like it would be clearer.
This is all so confusing at times. I hope things are good for you and also hope you are a better student than I was in the beginning.
