I have lost all hope too but still come around here. Remember just b/c M wasn't saved doesn't mean you are not successful(see my tagline). Come back and continue to journal. I said the same thing 3 months ago.
Gr8
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."
