Hopefully a new beginning

[kissak]

Thanks Mila...so much saddness going on around me lately...Thanks for the prayers for the little guy

I think that maybe I did a good thing today Something that my H was NOT expecting. We have both been wanting new vehicles. He needs one worse than me, but mine is the "family" vehicle. The one we use when going places together. Mine is not that old really, just a 2002. I bought it brand new. Well, its been giving me problems lately...so I talked to my H about really wanting to trade it. He also wanted to do the same with his. So, the past couple of weeks we have both been looking.

After thinking about it the last couple of days...I thought that paying off a few debts would be better to do for me instead of making a new car payment every month for yearsssss! It may take me a year, but my car really isnt in that bad of shape. If something else breaks, well, I'll just fix it....

so, I texted my H today and told him that I thought he should go checking into getting that truck he wanted today. That I wanted him to get a new one first. He wanted to know why I was thinking that way now?? Well, I explained to him about the debts and he needing one first. I think he was in shock that I was putting his needs before my wants lol He told me he wanted me to have one too, that he was working hard for the both of us. AND true, he is working one full time job, plus 4 part times.....its amazing that we see each other every night! Well, after all of this he sends me a text that says "love you". Now, I dont get those very often, but it did make me feel good. He still wont put "I" in front of it which I dont get, but Ill take it! lol I guess the "I" will come in time.

Plus, a little part of me, and I do mean a very small part, is trying to be safe, cuz if he decided to leave me ever again, I DO NOT want to be stuck with a car payment!!!! lol