V1olin's new life without wife

[v1olin]

Performance is not my thing! I tried with classical guitar but the nerves got the best of me. I make violins, cello, and viola though. It has been hard rebuilding my career outside of my in-home workshop.

Father's day started off good but ended on a sour note. I packed the kids, food, sunscreen, and towels all up and went to the lake. We rented a paddle boat and that was a lot of fun. It was very hot and I had sweat dripping off of me when we returned the boat. We visited the nature center, hunted for frogs, and said Hi to a bunch of different dogs. Got to be about 3pm and I called it a day. Drove 20 miles all the way back to my apartment and discovered that my keys were gone! My car key is separate from my other keys because it is broken so atleast I could drive.


Turns out sunday is the one day of the week that I could not get let into my apartment by the management...because they are not there. It was hot and my daughters were very tired. I only had one option for the sake of my kids, call the EX. I called her and she picked up the kids. I slept on a friends couch last night. It is not the end of the world but it was a terrible reminder of how much I am on my own. I am too broke to afford a lock smith and I am too isolated to have my kids and I stay at a relatives house. Money is my main problem, once again. I had to tell ex that I could not afford a locksmith. How humiliating. Maybe I am too proud?