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[mishka422]

That's right on chica!

Good for you in hashing this out slowly and with much introspection. You know that is what it takes to truly move forward. If you just buried the feelings and pretended they weren't there anymore you would just find them coming back to bite you later on.

Kittens? You are a brave woman! I can barely handle one dog let alone two kittens! They are cute though......