thanks babydoll, lol! WH came to see bub for 40 mins today. I absented myself. Decided no interraction is better than bad interraction!
Not much to report other than WH did tell a family member that some important friends in Europe are refusing to see him when he goes there this week because of what he's done to me. Hmm.
I am so tempted to email WH and tell him to have a good flight on Wednesday. I've been seeing him off at the airport for 15 years now. Not this time... Gee, old habits die hard!
What I've been telling myself in order to remain calm today & not send WH any "last messages": 1. suffering is trying to control what we cannot control. So let go... 2. logic and words have failed so far to change WH's course, so don't go there!
If only I was able to put these two points into practice 6 months ago when the bomb was dropped and I had a much better chance of saving my marriage.
