The saga continues

[OfficerInNeed]

Today started out like usual. W woke up for work, I was up as she was leaving, W then left.

While W is at work I do some work around the house, clean up and get ready to go. W returned home from work, greets the dog, I am laying in bed on the laptop, W walks in bedroom and says she is going to lay down for a bit before we leave. After an hour or so W wakes up. W was eating, I took a nibble off her plate and she ate around that piece and ended up not eating it, I took offense, W caught on.

W and I then headed out the door, W seemed irritated. We had planned to visit my grandfathers burial site for Fathers Day. as we are driving I decided I wanted to hook up the iPod. I am fussing with it as I am driving and W decided to lend a hand

As she is doing this I noticed a sparkle out the corner of my eye. I briefly glanced toward W and seen she was wearing her wedding ring. I was in shock and felt a chill move through me. The ring had sat in the bathroom in a cup for nearly 2 Months. I go tired of it just sitting there so I moved it into a box inside her nightstand drawer in plain site where it has sat for the past Month and there it was on her finger. I said nothing and carried on as if I did not see it.

We and I stopped off and got some flowers for my Grandfather and went to visit him, after W and I went out to see FIL. Gave him a gift. FIL seemed cheerful. W talked to FIL about our home improvements among other things. W told FIL how WE purchased a coffee maker for when he comes and visits.

After our visit W and I headed home. Watched one of our favorite shows and W then went to take a bath.

I am not sure what to think about the ring, I will see when tomorrow comes if she puts it back on. She has already placed it back in the box in the drawer. I don;t know if it was a test or W is enticing me to say or do something.

I wanted to try to hold W's hand today but chickened out. I am very confused. Sometimes it seems like she would acceptable and others I think she would just reject me. Being in a marriage and not be affectionate is just kills but I am not sure if it is too soon to make such advances.

All indicators right now is that W is staying in our home but as for our actual R is concerned I am now sure where we stand.