haven't posted for a couple of weeks. Nothings changed except me, I don't fear D as much I'm working my way through the legal stuff. Tough times are ahead I know.
The kids don't want us to fall out, but I'm not going to roll over and accept terms that are not in my interest just to keep the peace. That's a 180 for me, when he lived here I nearly always went along with what he wanted as i didn't want to fall out and have to admit I wasn't always supportive of the decisions made. I don't do that anymore I'm more upfront about what I want and opening with my feelings. I'm not scared of the confrontation.
Anyways he's been round to pick up the kids (it's fathers day), came in didn't acknowledge me at all, not even a good morning, do i need to be married to someone who treats me like that - no! I was my usual smiley self, i believe it makes him uncomfortable but who knows.
