I have thought about that and I think at some point in the next couple months I will probably confront him. I am working towards that but would like to get to a place of more peace, acceptable instead of outright anger. I think at some point for closure I do want to confront him and let him know how this has effected me, how this has changed me, and how things can never be the same.
I'm going to try to start seeing a counselor that specializes in co-dependency/addiction/relationships. I have a current counselor but I would prefer to see someone who knows more about what I'm going through/what he is going through.
In a weird way, I really feel free. For so long, I thought there were all these things wrong with me and I felt horrible about myself. I just feel like this might be a good thing.
My feelings change from day to day at this point. All I know is I'm feeling better about myself everyday and I'm not turning back...
