Thanks. I never said I was innocent in all this, and I didn't do those things to hurt her, but that was the end result. She never said no when she wasn't feeling well or I wouldn't have done it. I guess I should probably just accept this and move on since I am such an a$$hole. I just want her to be more expressive about what she wants/needs and I am willing to give it to her. I want to work on this, bit I think she is just done. I love her and my family more than life itself. When I wasn't at work, I was at home. I didn't go out drinking, chasing skirts or any of that. I just wanted to be with her. So I looked as some images on a screen. Don't most men do that? I was doing that for myself, but didn't that also give her a break that she needed? I'll never forgive myself for driving her out of my life.
