Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

This is all so hard, it's like reality is finally setting in. I'm not supposed to be in this place, we were supposed to be the couple that made it, his brother and SIL were the ones where the family was betting on how long it would last. And now we're the ones split wil his brother and wife are still together. I just can't wrap my mind around it, that this is my life now. It wasn't supposed to go this way.