today was my anniversary.
sad - kinda
annoyed- yep very...

a good friend though helped kick my out of my almost funk.
she said to look at the day - and keep counting the years (the ones of loss) isn't giving God much honor - she said STOP looking back and LOOK forward to the promise land!

She reminded me of all the wonderful blessings that HAVE come to my life over the past few years. GOD has been faithful. Is my marriage back? NO - but there is MORE to my story than that... I have been blessed - I have been and am being healed!!!

Does the day - the date stink?!! YEP! it is the truth.

But there is tomorrow - I CAN Forge AHEAD - and will!!


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again