Part of it is that I have never said those things to WH. I have never really confronted him about his addiction (again, he doesn't know that I know about the latest stuff since he left). I think part of him wants us to still sort of have some sort of amicable friendship but that would never be possible.
Part of me wants to confront him about everything I know and tell him that I can't be part of his life at all in anyway until he gets help.
