I feel like i need to contact WAW

[TimeHeals]

I know that I must detach and I am feeding right into what she probably wants me to feel,

One of many self-contradicting sentences.

Here you say, I need to detach, and then you proceed to try and read her mind. Stop looking at her FB page, stop trying to read her mind, focus on YOU and your kids and getting your crap together one tiny task at a time, for God's sake!

I just keep thinking down the road

The future is unknown. Get used to it. That's not a bad thing because it means there are unexpected good things ahead, and everybody loves a good suprise.

I am trying to see into the future and it is upsetting

Listen here, Kreskin, nobody sees the future (unless you buy into parlor tricks and superstition).

Time to move forward. And you do that by taking care of yourself, your kids, your home, your dog, and the people who really care about you.