Yes Peace forge right through it. It is the only way. It is tough for you since your ex h seems to be out of the picture at the moment. Very hard on the kids.
Keep moving forward, you have NO idea what the future transpires. Your ex h may come forward one day and want to have a R with his kids. That may be a start for prayer for him that he would seek that desire.
Upside is right live your life to the fullest.
Hugs!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"