We have been emailing a bit today about what to do tonight, and she is being very cold towards me.
I have no idea what I'm getting myself into here, but I can feel my attachment starting again.
I don't know what to do now.
I am so tempted to just say "forget it"... But on the other hand I feel like getting face to face tonight is something we need to do after the instant messaging fiasco.
Why, after all this, am I sitting here secretly wanting her to profess her undying love for me and come running into my arms tonight?
I know it's not going to happen, in fact, I'm pretty sure tonight we are just going to talk about how she doesn't want to try anymore, and I am assuming it's because of OM.
