peace-
There is no predicting what my H will do and I'm trying not to think about it...but I'm not always successful. I want to move forward regardless of what he does. It is hard though...I do have these thoughts that keep popping in my head...why doesn't he file the D?...what did he expect to accomplish by talking to me the other day?...will he ever be able to get past whatever it is that keeps him stuck?

I have to keep telling myself that I am losing nothing by continuing down this path. I am no longer waiting for my H to figure himself out...Now I am trying to just figure myself out. So, I just need to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. Hmmm...Where to begin?