What does this mean?- the WH's regrets?

[gatsby11]

Ha ha, well, thanks. Guess what? It's my birthday! I'm 30!

He is showing remorse, and affection, but I really don't think that means much. He likes to wallow in emotions, so it just feeds his. . . drama to revel in.

He's sleeping on the floor in the living room! He's there now, with little girl right next to him sleeping. It's cute. Don't know how the rest of the day will go. . .

She is great. Peed while I was changing her today so I need to do a little sponge bath thing because it kind of got all over. I think!

I also have to figure out what to do today for my bday. I was thinking dinner with him, his fam and my mom. I don't know though. Maybe should just say ice cream. Hmm.

I think they're waking up, gotta go!