Trying to be brave and stay strong. When they (yes everything is now they, he cant stop using the word my partner and we we we) fetch my sons from my house, she gets out of the car and makes a huge deal of saying hello to my sons. I dont go to the front door as just dont feel comfortable or strong enough as yet. Hopefully I will get there as I would love to say goodbye to my sons at the door, but need to be kind to myself and not put myself in a situation where I can be hurt even more.

I feel that she will approach me and I dont want that. I know that this may seem cowardice, but obviously she is alot brazen then me as she did have an A with a married man, destrouyed a family and then feels she can take my place.


Me 37 years young!!
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D final 13.05.2010
Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!!
First post: D Day has arrived