Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

You make good points. I do need to stop having expectations, but it's sure not easy to do! And no, he hasn't paid me. He is still about $340 in the red with me right now.

I was home with DS, so there was no emergency that meant I had to call him the moment he texted asking me to call. I need to stop doing that, being there for him every moment of every day.