Anyway I talked to her, phone call regarding the kids.
Said she was mad, that she was "sucked in" again because we were spending time together, and that I was right in my response. Said she was mad that I could still affect her that way, that she's still trying to get my attention, and that she felt rejected.
Yeah, so. Ugh, going to not think about this. If I were to think about it, this is what I would think: the way it's SUPPOSED to be is that we're supposed to fix it, show love, give reassurance, spend time together. But that's not how it is. And I feel that crumbling feeling that I really do want to be spending time with her. I am intentionally pushing her away.
