Brooklyn and all - Thank you for the support and understanding. I really never knew this side of life - and least in this personal of a way. H is meeting with D and S to allow them to ask him questions and for him to give his side of the story. S says to me "don't worry mom he will realize soon what he is missing and he'll be home" - I am so sad for this 16 yr old boy who has always idolized his dad / who always loved coming home and talking to mom and dad about the good the bad and the ugly of his teenage days. There is a part of me that is scared that he will pull them away from me- I know that is just my insecurity / but can he convince others the way he has convinced himself that everything has been a lie and that he has been desperately unhappy all this time? And I think the kicker to all of this is that everyone really only knows the surface of what's been going on. His insidious habits of phone chat lines and hook ups that almost cost him his job - no one knows this side. So there are even more levels of craziness that I am hiding!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
