Embrace the suck is right. It is time to retreat again. Go back to Dark and GAL.
I think she meant what she said at the time she asked if you could try, but as long as OM is still even lurking about and I suspect he is and he knows tomorrow was the "talk". I also think that she wants to make sure that you are still an option while she decides what it is she wants, because lets face it...she has no clue. She is in the fog and totally addicted to the juice the OM gives her ego, but she isn't willing to let you go so she will keep giving you just enough to keep you around.
It sucks and the push-me/pull-you that they do is gut wrenching, so do yourself a favor and remove yourself from it for a while.
I wish I had better advice but for right now, I would hunker down and do my thing for me and let her do hers without you. Let her live her choices.
((((hugs))))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
