Punkin,

It sounds like you handled the phone call well.

You definately avoided the R talk in a (I hope) calm and rational way.

Feel your feelings. Cry, scream, whatever...Just let it out.

Then pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and do something for you. Something special, a bubble bath, manicure, anything special...


And stop wondering how you are miserable and he is happy. Believe me, he is not as happy as you imagine him to be.

The monsters in our heads are sometimes worse than any reality that we will ever face.


"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox