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[awest1217]

So a friend is trying to set me up with a guy she knows. I don't know what to think. I am still married and still trying to make this work, but on the other hand, H won't ever commit. He still has so much coming here. All of his important paperwork comes here. The only stuff that doesn't is stuff he takes care of online, but it is just because it is online.

I don't know if he is holding on to me to hold on to me, or because he still really wants to be with me. Now there is a potential who knows what...but I know I can't pursue anything until H and I are getting D because otherwise I am just like H.

AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I just hate this! I know that I can stop it all by Ding H, but I don't want to if there is a chance, but is there really a chance?