k - do not let the emotions take control, i know how hard it is. I survived each day early on by "embracing the suck". At some point you will have to show her no matter what happens between you two - seperate or stay together - that K is going to be fine and a better person.
there are time to let the emotions out so they don't consume you - but to get to that better place for yourself you have to check them when dealing with her.
gman
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