I just did a pretty horrible thing and basically lost totaly control of my emotions and said some pretty horrible things to her over instant messenger.
Dammit.
I apologized to her for losing my cool, but I think she is extremely upset now.
I still want to meet tomorrow, but I dont think she cares anymore.
I have no idea if she is still seeing this other guy or not. She said she isnt, but her actions today make me think that was a lie.
