Suzy, you are 45? you do not look it AT ALL. Use that to your advantage. 40 is your age range..... 5 year difference is nothing. My ex SIL is going ot be 32, she is looking at engagements rings with her 25 year old live in boyfriend! Great guy he seems, mature, caring, good with kids (he loves Gabby and vice versa.
Suzy, don't let the age difference get to you. My STBX was five years younger than I. Now I am seeing someone who is 10 years older than me. She's attractive and extremely fun and easy to be around.
Have fun and go with it.
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