lol! I'm not sure I have the right apparatus for you as one of the few gays in the village!
Be apprehensive. Be nervous. It is all the stuff that gives you that little adrenaline rush that puts you at your best.
Flirt to the best of your ability! Everyone loves to be flirted with, even if they don't want it to go any further. You'll put a smile on his face at least.
Reality is that which, if you don't believe in it, doesn't go away.
