Long time, no post. As I read over the newcomers posts, I can remember the pain they feel so well. I can remember the sleepless nights and worry. Now that I am stronger it seems like a million years ago. My youngest will be 16 this fall. I told my H that I was going to sell my wedding set to purchase him a car. H had a fit. Of course I said..oh, so now it is important to you? I am still worried about my S but know that we will make it through. I have gotten a separate account and will start getting my paycheck deposited in it in August. I have not told H about that yet. He will nto be happy but it is my money and we can split the house and utilities until I leave. My daughter is the typical teenager and is getting more upset with H as the time passes. He has been an a$$ to her a couple times. She got caught lying to use and he made a big deal of it. I told her how disappointed I was but really wanted to say, like father, like daughter I disconnect from him more and more each day. It feels great to know that I am going to be on my own soon. And I know that I will make it.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
Things sure have changed since I started my own checking account. He was so angry the first time he did not have enough money to pay his bills. Something he is going to have to get used to. I wish I had the nerve to do this back in '07. Maybe it would have changed things. It is too late now. I still need to sign on at my work for medical insurance and get my cell phone on my own plan. I think I have taken care of everything else. My daughter has decides to go to a college that is driving distance away. I have mixed emotions about it. I am glad she is close and will have someone at home once H and I split but hate that she will have to go through it with us. It just seems like it would be easier if she were away staying at a dorm. I feel 200% stronger today then I did when this all began.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
