Honestly....I cant do this anymore. I am sick to my stomach and I know it is because I am not making the right decision. I should have kicked him out. He is going to keep doing this to me. He really is and I know it. I know it because her divorce was final yesterday and she can do whatever she wants now, she can move him in, she can do whatever...not sure why she could not move him in the first time I kicked him out..could it be because her divorce was not final? I dont know but right now I really think it is time to let him go. It is not healthy for me to live like this..it really is NOT. I cant do it anymore. It is not good for me or my kids and he is being so disrespectful in so many ways. What is the likelyhood of him stopping this time? I mean really...there are NO consequences..he knows I will just keep taking him back and I cant do that anymore! Cant and wont!
