SA,
Thank-you so much. You always have a way of turning my perspective from a frown upside down. It's good to be stronger. But no one has answered by key question. How long is long enough when you're being dark? I don't need a date on the calender, but is there some kind of bus schedule for this roller coaster? I can't seem to find anyone threads that mention being totally dark for any length of time. I know, time is not a good perception right now, but I wish I knew how someone else felt.