H asked S13 to go back to the place he had his holiday with OW last week only next year. H isn't planning on taking her back so I don't believe he enjoyed his week. For whatever reason I am being given an insight into how his 'relationship' with OW is showing cracks. I was allowed to see his anger over the letter she sent me. His confusion is so evident as is his depression as he trys to get some understanding about what is going on.
He still blames me for the 'bad' marriage but his words are now softer and he seems to focus on one issue you. This is the issue I have acknowledged and apologised for.
When he asked me what I wanted and I said 'to be married to you' he didn't react negatively and denied ever wanting a divorce.
So despite being in his tunnel there are small positives that I see. We have a long way to go yet.
