Yes, M&H, he kept saying about how he was being so nice to show me things such as how to run the household and business, but my increasingly worse attitude was making it hard for him to care.
As if him 'being nice' in showing me how to keep our business from failing when he bails, excuses his affair! I know that this is teenager talking, but it doesn't mean it doesn't get under my skin.
Meanwhile here I am at the office, going to have to explain again to the staff that H couldn't deal with real life and had to run away again. <sigh>
At least when I'm mad I can hold myself together better, otherwise I'm just a big puddle of crying mess. I'm going to go dark as usual while he's gone and he'll probably show up on sunday again acting like nothing is wrong.
I'm rapidly getting to the point where I only think him leaving entirely is going to make things better.
Me - 38 Husband - 40 MLC! Together 12 years Married 11 years Still the love of my life Forever only lasted 10 years before his MLC and affair
