Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

Figs, Geronimo, antlers, alice thank you for your advice and suggestions.

Well I guess we'll see how it all goes tonight. In a way I'm not looking forward to it and in a way I just want to get it over with. I also have to address the schooling issue in a way that she understands.

I have written much lately since I was traveling and again there's just too much write if I start writing everything that goes through my head. At times I'm OK and at times I miss a partner in life. I miss my daugther too. The landing was interesting and made me think who'd I call if I were to say my last words. It'd be her and I'll probably just tell her to give my love to DD and sorry for everything I did wrong.

Anyway, back to the topic at hand. DD's graduating from kindergarden tomorrow and I've been trying to figure out what to get her for a graduation present. She's been asking for a pet even though we have two cats.

I've always wanted a dog since I was little but never had one and I know she'll love it but it's a big responsibility. With the cats when I'm heading out of town I just fill up their food bowls and take off. Dogs need much more attention and love. I don't have any love to give right now I'm too needy for it for myself. In fact, the poor cats don't get a lot of pets but when I walk in the door they still follow me around happy to see me.

Maybe a fish/turtle/hermit crab? she has too many toys and she loses interest in toys after the first few days.

OK, that's all I got for now...