At my wit's end

[Barkley]

I'm so sorry...limbo really sucks. I am the same way and will NOT file because #1 it would crush my kids; and #2 I was brought up to believe that marriage vows are sacred. Try to keep the "GAL's" going as much as possible. That is what I am doing.....sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't. You described the feelings very well as an "emotional beatdown". That is what it is EVERY DAY. Hang in there as best as you can and remember that there are a bunch of us here in the same boat