I made a new thread ,as I don't see anything regarding it in a search.
We for the first time in 2-3 weeks of being separated my wife and I made love. Well not really. It started off as some texts between each other and lead to what I thought was a step forward. I really didn't want it per say, but she wanted it and I didn't want to but I wanted to because she wanted to. I don't know if she felt the same way, but it was the best sex I had in a long time.
It was until after-wards when she hurt me. She said that it was just sex, great sex, nothing more. If I(W) lead differently I(W) am sorry. You were reading this too deeply and this did not change the way I feel. I tried to hold her and managed to kiss her a few times before she backed away.
I didn't say a word or show sadness over it. I just agreed it was nice and told her goodnight.
I am so confused right now. Did this actually mean something and she was testing me or was this hormones and just meaningless sex?
That sucks. She was saying "thanks, but don't read too much into it". The question is why does she need to say that?
