My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations)

[Gardener]

hm,
I'm sorry you had a bad day Tuesday and that I missed this post Tuesday which was the last time I was on.

but I'm lonely...there's still a sting about being "discarded."...I was still thrown away with absolutely no regard by the man I loved, sacrificed for, had a child with, promised my life to.

All I can say is I understand. I don't know when the deep...trauma of being discarded finally goes away.

...and there's still a part of me that wonders if I'll ever be good enough to be loved, and to be allowed to love back fully with all my heart.

You are good enough. Period. And good enough to be loved. Sometimes we don't feel that way, but we know that we are.
I, too, wonder if I will ever be able to love fully, give myself fully again.

Hope you had a good chat and are better, more centered today.