Good days or bad, I can't imagine my life without him in it
That is the mentality that is keeping you from taking the next step...
How did your life look when he was deployed, and you COULDN'T talk to him ?
Right now, he IS deployed, into the land of Oz....with Dorothy, and those F-ing monkeys dancing around him..
Originally Posted By: Punkin, again
I can't seem to quit waiting.
What is it that you are waiting for ? Him to barge through the door, with a bouquet of flowers,saying that he is an a$$hat, and that he wants you back ?
I'm waiting for Ed McMahon to show up at my door too....oh wait, somebody is knocking...
Wasn't him....
Neither of you are ready for that to happen anyway...
Originally Posted By: Once again, Punkin
I know that is self-defeating
No, cause...If you knew....it wouldn't happen
Originally Posted By: Do I need to say it?
Going on 5 weeks dark. No improvement in sight
OMG...five weeks? Really ?
I'm not making fun of you or your situation here.
There needs to become a time when all of this focus is on you, instead of what is happening in your relationship.
Your time is now
Your healing
Your growth
The you that you want to be....
Once that focus is on yourself, these days will get better and more even for you.
