Thanks for playing along with the PH game, and Mila, a little eye candy never hurts!
I don't know if the R between H and ow is crumbling or not, but definite signs that it isn't all that he'd hoped it would be. Whether it's good enough and better for him than what we had, remains to be seen.
There are the little things he does and I don't know if they're reach outs by him or just friendly gestures because he thinks by my dimness that I'm OK with the sitch.
At this time I'm attaching no real significance to them as ow is still present. I'm just sitting on my hands, focusing on me and the kids and what we have to do to see our way through.
Just have had a little trouble sleeping the last couple nights. Lots going on all at once it seems...
My PH for the day: I was able to pull off getting a spot to go on the field trip for the 6th graders to a theme park. My D11 is taking this last field trip as a elementary school student and I'm going to surprise her by going with tomorrow! Yay for both of us!
Way to go! During our last marital crisis 8 years ago, two of our kids were still at home, and I used to resent their presence. Kept me from wallowing in my self-pity in the privacy of my room. Now, living alone, I'd give anything to have the kids back. That reminds me, maybe one of the things I need to do is get more involved with the grands that live here. They are all little, but I can take a couple at a time to the park early in the morning before its 90 degrees.
Hope you have a great day tomorrow.
ME: 54 Him: 51 M: 20 years T: 21 years OW/New wife: 36 Sons & Daughters: 7 (ages 24-36) Bomb: March 4, 2010 He Filed: April 28, 2010 I Contested: May 1, 2010 Standing Down: 11/24/10 Divorced : 05/04/2011
PH for the day: Surprising my D11 when I boarded her bus this morning headed for the theme park. The joy on my angel's face when she saw mommy was going with instead of staying at school to work, was priceless.
I had a crazy day at work and had to be home in time to watch the grandkids for a little bit and was really frazzled but playing with them relaxed me and let me see the how nice life can be if you let it!!!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
Lost my internet connection last night and didn't get to post yesterday's PH for the day.
PH for yesterday: Went to D17 Baccalaureate ceremony last night, and at the end they showed their Senior video. Brought back many memories of D growing up. I am truly blessed.
Reinforced that life has beginnings, endings and beginnings again.
I was sad that H was not there to share it, I thank God I was!
