I appreciate any and all insights. Good days or bad, I can't imagine my life without him in it. WS is career Army, and I've spent much of the last 20 years of my life waiting. Always waiting. This deployment or that assignment. Maybe that's the whole problem here. I can't seem to quit waiting. I know that is self-defeating. I just can't get over the way he just walked away like none of it, our home, family , life together, meant anything. Going on 5 weeks dark. No improvement in sight.
