I've been checking in on you everyday,YOU are doing great. Each day just do alittle bit more for yourself and stay busy it eases anxiety.
There is nothing wrong with tears.
You are right there follow your heart, the past you see it's been lived you celebrate it and it's been written, our futures they are uncertain, but they haven't been written, so with IC's/MC's just like here use what works.
The very fact he is seeing someone is encouraging and just see it as that, encouraging, don't read into it.
You are going to hear all kinds of advice from friends,family, here, you get to siphon what works, because only you are right there.
But again from what I can see, you're doing great.
