Hey darlin', I was just on today and saw this. I'm sorry that its come to this, but it sounds like you are still willing to try and fight.
Saffie I can say that I did the same thing with my H. I would be mad or irritated and then vent to my friends and just created a lot of negativity and resentment towards my H, without him even being aware.
No matter what, a R based on respect and caring with the father of your child can't ever be a bad thing.
((((hugs)))) and prayers.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option