I know that I'd shut him out, not communicating, ignoring him when he is here....so he is just obeying my wishes....but I know that he hates this emotional shut off as much as I do.
I think for the past month I was going through my anger stage and that fulled my coolness forwards him. I'm not as angry for the past few days and I really miss the connection that we still had.
I don't anticipate any changes with OW for a long while...he seems so sure on the outside that he wants her and not me.
I did reply to his email: "I don’t know what I prefer...talking to you is hard and not talking to you is hard....But I don’t mind meeting if we need to talk".
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
