My Life and Husband's MLC

[DestinyUnknown]

I figured I would provide everyone with an update on my sitch. I wasn't even sure if I would return because I WAS (past tense) been having such a difficult time.

Yesterday was an absolutely "angry" day for me. I am not sure I reached the angry stage, but I was UPSET and wanting revenge for my H having put me through all of this. But I realize and know now that "angry" and vendictive person is not me. I came home last night and prayed and woke up this morning "renewed". I have been reading the Power of a Praying Wife and it has provided me with a truly different and transforming perspective.

This is the update: My H called me from overseas this afternoon. He wanted to talk about us!! I could not believe it; He said that he has been thinking and that the idea of us reconciling was appealing because it would remove any worry he had about me asking about reconciliation.

However, he then said that he questioned whether that was a reason to reconcile. We then talked about our finances and agreed that two incomes are better than one, but it was also NOT a reason to reconcile. He wanted me to tell him about my life since he left. I told him that I was LIVING and DISCOVERING me. Then he asked me something completely out of the blue - he asked whether "we" should wait until next summer to hire someone to fix/rebuild our front porch. "We can wait until next year, right honey?"

What was that? Now he says he needs to think more about reconciliation. Is this a good thing?