Mike 4545 - I haven't been on long, but like you, I read many posts before signing up. I empathize with your situation. However, I agree with everyone here with not pursuing. It was one of the biggest mistakes I made for months.

Keep your head up and keep standing for YOU.

(((HUGS))

Me 41/H 49
M 12yrs
No Kids
Bomb 1/10/2010
H Deployed
The three great essentials to achieve anything worth while are, first, hard work; second, stick-to-itiveness; third, common sense. T. Edison