MHL, this is quite a dance, isn't it? Good for you for not letting this backward jump affect you as much as it could have.
I completely understand where you are coming from. I have seen definite forward progress and then of course backward pedaling. I finally am detached enough to not let it bother me, at least to the extent it might have before.
My mantra truly has become to (try to) let go and let God.
