I hope I have truly changed mindsets. I am doing my best. I still have conflicting emotions, and I believe that I will for a very long time to come.
I have to have the strength to make it through this to the end no matter the outcome. I need to believe that my kids will know that I did everything I could to be with them even if I lose at the hearing and in the end. I have to fight for them. They need a parent that puts them first as I have always done.
DLS - You are doing your best as any of us can here. Feeling and emotions take the longest to change in any sitch. You will be okay. Keep making the changes you need for yourself.
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