I am back...and finding me

[Mila]

Eric - what you are going through it a normal part of the grieving process. There is no way around it....you can only go through it. Your mind is dealing with this at it's own pace. It may feel like one step forward and two steps back right now, but it will turn in to two steps forward and one step back and eventually it will be full speed forward. I wish that we can speed this up, the pain seems unbearable at times. But remember...to feel pain is to be alive....